鸟鸟很伤心

What's gone is gone, let bygone be bygone. I won't look back. But definitely miss it alot. 我真的很想哭. Short, but memorable. Totally 2 different person. Returned back to the past. This always happen to me. I cannot take it. Trying to get used to it. I can't. Feel weird. Seeing other couples. Fucked up. Ruined. Miserable. Evil. Outside happy, inside sad like fxck. Reach home cry. Dream of you. Nightmare. Memories with you everywhere. Feel like leaving S'pore. Stop thinking of you! You think Im okay, but Im not. Not putting high hopes. Im scared. Painful. Bloods. Nosebleed. Injured. Careless. Always don't know what Im doing. You hate me, i hate myself. Do what also think of you. You think so easy can forget you? You say forget then forget? No right. Maybe you can but I cant lah. You regret, but too late. Already happen.





If you're afraid I will hurt myself, I will do stupid things. Then why did you hurt me in the first place? Why? What's wrong with you? What had I done wrong? :/