I won't be the SANDY you all used to know.

I've changed.

Too bad if I made you all hate me, I don't give a damn anymore.

S.I.C.K !













I realised how much I need you,
But its too latelatelatelate.













(Fuck, stop flirting him, you!)

Everyday without him .



Nvm, at least I get to see him today. I missed him so much.
Okay, whatever.

Today, woke up quite early, bathed & went to meet carmen. Walk to mac meet Royston, Glen & Joel. After that, wilson came. Took bus to east view sec. Then walk to 450, see them play bball match. BingHui came & find us. After that, was wondering why XuanWei didn't come for bball match. After that saw him here, & then jonathan came also, keep say ' JONATHAN! HELLO ! ' Keep on repeating. Hehehes! ;) Seeing him fall down makes my heart pain. After their bball match, went eat. Then decided to play poker. Glen, ChumHao & one more guy join us. We walk to playground & play for awhile. Binghui&Joel go find friends. After that, went void-deck play, because it's too hotttttttt! Royston went off halfway. Then ChumHao & Glen keep saying joke, make us laughlaughlaugh. Hahahs ;)
Anyway, got one boy, I think retarded de. At there shh shh, wah fuck. -.-
Disgusting. Somemore he quite old already ley. !
Saw his **************************** !
Fuckga.

Later going ChaiChee with Sister.



I miss TSL !
Let's go out sooooooooon! ;)



I only want to be your friend.
Just your friend, 不是情人.

My heart cries, but you don’t hear it. My heart breaks, but you don’t feel it. My body longs to feel your arms around me. My lips long to feel your kisses. My ears long to hear you say I love you. My eyes long to see your smile and eyes twinkle. My life longs to have you in it. My world longs to have you make it complete. My body longs to feel you lie next to it. My love longs to have you return it. My heart will cry, my heart will break. My body will go limp, my lips will only speak. My ears will miss your words, my eyes will shed tears. My life will be so lonely, my world will be so empty. My love will go unreturned. My heart aches as my life is turned inside out. My mind will never forget, my heart will never let go. I have loved you since the day I met you. But now my heart cries, and you don’t hear it.
I love the way you laugh, I love the way you smile, I love to hear your voice, I love to hear you sing, I love the way you give a hug, I love to have you in my arms, I love to hold you tight, I love you every moment, I've loved you from the start.
When I think of you, I think of laughter. When I think of you, I think of security. I think of feeling safe in your arms as you hold me. I think of being with you forever and never feeling alone. When I think of you, I think of love. I think of you as my lover, my friend. I look forward to spending the rest of my days loving you.
You make my heart smile. You're part of me. You hold the key to my heart.


Tomorrow meeting stead,lala&royston ;)

I miss TSL & TPBF.

Today:
Morning woke up at around 8. Went to meet Royston at my house downstairs. Walked to Sunplaza with him. So fucking hot lahs! Reached there, went to buy water. Sit there play with Royston's psp while waiting for them. After that, went coffeeshop. Cq came, after awhile, we walk to tm, I keep playing with Cq's hair! So nice to touch leh! ;) So, went to mini toons as they want to buy present for sherry, buy already, went arcade. Played with the thing, and royston spent $11 just to get that something! I'll post about it later. Walk back to mini toons & get the present and then went cs for awhile, cq went off. Me&Royston took bus home.
Aww, didn't get to dye hair today.
Nvm, next time.
Wahahahs ;)


K, Im going to post about what royston's spent his money with.

He spent $11 on this thing & he gave it to me.

He's so action and want me to post about it.

Ok lah, he's so generous! (WOW) :)




And this is the present he bought for sherry.

It's super big, ok!

He must be very paiseh when he bring home ;)





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Tagged:

Carmen , Wilson , Viviem , Keeyong , Shiqi .

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, Shy(i insist i am SHY) and Humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness.Polite and soft-spoken.Having ideas.Sensitive.Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay.Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental.Funny and humorous.Loves to joke.Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly.Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with.Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally.Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt and takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive ( unless you are refering to my nose haha ) but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Aku masih mahu bersama kamu.

I want to be with you agn .

Yesterday night,
Meet Royston&Wilson at 209.
After that Joel&Yang.
Walking to wait for cab & wilson realised joel's pants got hole.
Ohmy:D, he went home and change.
Then took cab to lindy's chalet.
Saw alot of people, And one person, look so alike to A.
Make me think of him again. Arghxzxsxz. :(
Went home at around 12plus.
Will post the pictures when I get from lindy&Sis.



Today went to Bishan.
:)

Tmr going find Royston.
And he's helping me to dye hair.
Yeah ;)

Yesterday :
Morning, woke up. Bath, Change. Everything lahs.
Then meet wilson & Royston at my house downstairs.
Walked to sunplaza, waited for chumhao.
Went eat, then blahblahblah, after that went tm, walkwalk, bought ljs & walk home with wilson&royston.

At night, went to meet carmen , wilson , royston .
Then joel came after that. Went 204 slack.
Joel called mathew, asked him why he scold wilson dog during thurs.
Then its like so funny lah, me & carmen laughing like hell.
When he talk to joel, he say he never call him dog.
When talking to wilson, he say got.
Alamak, in the end, he said sorry to wilson.
Carmen&Royston went home.
Me,Wilson&Joel walk to 212 there play swing.
Chatchat, then got cats fighting. So fun! ;)
Shushu came, after a few mins.
Walk back to 201.
Wilson walk home.
Me,Joel&Shushu walk to saffrons.
Meet Sis,Jason,Jasmine.
Ate&home! ;)



Today :
Woke up, bored!
Meet wilson and walked to tm meet carmen.
Went walk around tm&cs then went home-.-
Bored! Later going Lindy's chalet.
;)
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !





Going to Malaysia on 14th November.

All the pictures related to 2F .
Some from secondary 1 , some secondary 2 .
(Not in order)
Hmms , I would really miss them alot .
Cheryl , I love youu :D:D
Don't cryyyyy ;)
Tell me which class you all going when you all know okay ;D

Yesterday was the last day of school .
I miss my classmates .
I don't want to separate with some of them .
:( I'll miss them , alot .
Took report books ,

EL : 54 [C6]
CHI : 59 [C5]
MATHS : 51 [C6]
SCI : 38 [F9]
GEOG : 42 [E8]
HIST : 42 [E8]
LIT : 52 [C6]
D&T : 59 [C5]
HOMEEC : 64 [B4]
ART : 57 [C5]
Civics & Moral Edu : A .
Total : 518/1000
51.8%
Results : Passed .
Conduct : Good .
L1R4 : 27
L1R5 : 35
-.-
Promotion Status : Promoted to S3 Express .
(Woolalas)

Comments : Sandy is a warm and friendly person who displays the ability to build positive relationships with others. She needs to demonstrates a stronger sense of purpose and determination to perform better in her academic .

Alamak !

After getting the report books , MrLee came to talk to us . He looks happy . ;)
After that is MsRaniy , she talked to us , MeowQing cried .
Than after that , one by one I hear people crying .
In the end , I also cry . Alamaks !
So I faster walk to find wilson & royston .
And someone , step yi ge power sial .
Say wilson dog , don't even dare to say people in his on level .
Dare to bully small only .
Eh , please -.-
Ownself is a dog , want to find a partner to dog with you .
Find someone else please .
Cabbed home .
Bathed , waited for carmen to come my house .
Reached , wilson & royston outside my house sleep .
While carmen help me dye hair .
(Alamak , not obvious one!)
I think I will dye again soon .
;)
Cabbed to Kovan to see they all , and maybe one more person play bball match .
But in the end , they didn't , because it's raining I think .
The match was postponed .



Went to eat at KFC , then took bus back to tampines .
Royston treat us ice cream at haagen daz . Wahahs .



Went sunplaza park , something stupid happen . -.-
Parry came find us , about 10 , walk home with wilson , carmen & parry .
;)

M is a doggy !









I know nothing can change your mind .
Maybe I really should stop thinking about you .
This is the only place I can say whatever I want .
I find it difficult to tell people everything I felt in my heart .
I only can tell Royston everything .
I dont know why too , I can tell him everything I feel .
Because I trust him .
Not because I don't trust other people .
But I trust Royston the most , most , most .

Sometimes , I wish I can just tell him .
Stop avoiding me , I only want you to treat me as friend .
Nothing more than that .
But I can't , that's not what I want .
I want to be with him again .
I really wish I can .
But he don't love me anymore .
He really don't love me anymore .
I cried , laugh , do well in my exam , smile , carry on with me life , & everything , because of him .
Because I wish , one day he would come back to me .
But I know , that's only a dream that would make me happy .
After I've lose you , I know we can't be together again .
Bye , Glen .
Bye , Love .

So many things happening .

When will my life end ?
Faster end please .*









Glen , I miss you ..

Tomorrow's the last day of school .

(kinda sad)


I'll miss school !

Yesterday , went Bugis with Sis .
Meet her at bedok mrt with jasmine .
After that mrt-ed to bugis .
Walk around , Lindy came .
We walk from about 7 to 10+ or 11+ lah .
Then went home , so tired .
Urgh ! :(

School today , was so relax-ing . Wahahahs !
But I don't know why , after exam , Im more stress .
I don't know why ?!?! . I should be relax-ing :D
Don't know lahs . I feel so uncomfortable now ! ;(
(Aww)
First three period , relief teacher . Walked around .
Then went IT resource room , watch ghost movie .
Alamak ! Beginning already scaryyyyy :(
Recesssssssss (!) Sorry Hongjie kor . :D
Pinch too hard , but you still smile like idiot !
Wahahahs ! :)
(Shhhhhhh)
Aiya , had the IT thinggy . Learned something .
Chatted with Stead , Parry & Sis on msn ;)
After school , Wilson , Royston they all came find me .
Took bus to 209 . Had lunch & walk to Royston house .
Played cards for awhile , after that rest .
Lose till now left $0 !
(Ohyeah)
Lmao ! Walked home after that .





This is what I call ' Resting ' :D
(Saw this from stead's blog)









Tomorrrrrrrowwwwwww ! :(
I don't want tmr to end , (like what liling told me)
It will surely end fast . ;(
I really don't want to see twoF separate .
But we have to ! :(

I'll miss so so so so many people !
I wish we're in the same class next year :(

I'll miss Shaheedah , Azan & Fahmy the most ! *
Cheryl , Liling too .
Amirra , Hweecheng , Lixian , Shushan , Xinyi , Celine , Meowqing three !
Chunkiat , Yenghao , Weirong , Bryan , Kiran , George , Benjamin & the rest four !
:D
Heeeeeeees !
Don't forget me :D:D

And YES , tmr shaheedah's going to schooooooooooool !

Two more days to holidayyyyy ! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANGZHOU & AMIRRA .

Im backbackback ! So tired . Went to school today !
Early in the morning , see someone that make my eyes pain ! :D
Eeek , he's so fucking disgusting mans ! Eeeeeeeew .
Hope you fall down & get bang by car one day ! Yeahs *
Went back to class , suddenly I feel weird in class .
Like many days not in class , then everybody's stranger to me !
Aww , after that , get used to it again . All thanks to liling's craziness .
(Actually Im more crazy :x)
Okay , watched 不能说的秘密 during MotherTongue !
Watch until half only , then bell ring le . Alamak *
Nvm , got one teacher came into our class , ask us go to IT resource room .
So we went up , watched some funny videos . The whole class laugh like mad .
(Especially cherylyap !)
Recess , Stupid weijie korkor ! Scare me only . Idiotttttttttttttt *
After recess , No teacher for one period .
After that , MrVictorTan came in . Talked abit about the streaming thing .
After that brought us to computer lab & use computer .
Went back class , relief teacher came , talk to us about ghost stories .
And some people play games that would invite those spirit in our school about 10 years back .
Uhuh , quite scary x.x

Went home , changed . Meet Lala&Ahgong at my house downstair for Interview .
Bus-ed to Airport , T2 .
Walk around to find BK . Found it , bought food to eat .
And then fill in the form .
The people say will call us :)
Okayokay .

ROYSTON KEEP BULLYING ME ! :(


Going Bugis later with sis .
And maybe stead coming find me .
Wahahahs ! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTTTTTTTE !

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks !
Suddenly no mood , because heard from liling that 5 people fail overall in class .
Im afraid its meeeeeeee ! Rawrs ! :(
Haishais , Hope its not me lah K .
I want to stay in express jiu can le !
If not I really don't feel like studying already .

This few days alot alot of things happen .
But who cares , I DONT CARE :D:D:D
Wahahhs ! I feel like killing everybody .
Woolala ! :)
Ahha , FAKE !

Today didn't go school .
Wake up early & meet royston outside school .
Saw CQ , pei him talktalk .
Then chumhao came , sit thereeee .
I keep seeing the dog :D
Hahs ! , CQ went in school .
Took bus to sunplaza park .
Sit there see they all play bball .
Uh , then after awhile , got abit bored & the weather's getting hotter & hotter .
Then , Amanda smsed Royston .
I helped him reply , chatted with her awhile , about things .
Maybe I should talk more to people & say all my troubles out .
So I won't feel so stress & sad .
She's almost the same situation as me .
Arghxzxzsxz .
Hope she can get over it soon .
:D
They went eat , then go back .
They play bball again !
So I sit at playground .
Play PSP , Melvin & freddy came .
I very boreddddddddd lah .
So smsed carmen , ask her fastfast come :D
She took bus here , after awhile , walk to tm .
Meet shushu , Walk around .
Eat LJS , me & carmen like eating chilli & not the food .
:x Then walked to my house there de traffic light with royston .
Then royston took cab home .
:D

I want to go with CARMEN today :(
But nvm , TMRRRRRRRRR !
:D











I want to stay in express (!)
I don't want anything else .
:(

Laugh,LikeSandy.

Went out w TSL plus Royston , CarmenTan & Joel(fool) to escape .

Walked to 209 to meet joel around 1.15 .
On the way there , cheater parry appear beside me .
Lol :D After that , sit down with joel .
Lala & the rest came .
Walked to sushi-shop .
They eat , I go find CarmenL .
Walk to buy bubbletea .
The rest came & we walk to bus-stop .
Meet Royston & board bus 17 to downtown .
Went in escape . Played Inverter 1st .
Then pirate ship . We challenge see which side shout louder .
Lmao ! :) Sure sore throat later ! :D
After that , Go kart .
Then went out , to E!hub .
Walk around , then went downtown to have our lunchhh !
Went back to E!hub .
Then in the end , go back escape .
Play Go Kart again .
After that , Wet&Wild .
Not very wet , :D
Inverter , to dry ourself .
Then can see stars . Woolala :D
After that , went home as escape's closing !
Took pictures outside then took bus to sunplaza park .
Sit there awhile , went coffeeshop .
Keeyong & carmen eat & they went home .
Then we walk back there & sit .
Wilson & Royston went play bball .
Me & Joel sit there talktalktalk about A , B & C :(
Arghxzzx !














AHSOH JOEL !