Im so so tired now,
But can't sleep yet.
As my hair is still wet, hmmmm.
Just back from work, HAHA.
I think Im gg to be dead soon.
So tired :'(
And yesterday night, went to meet Wilson downstairs,
and he treat me eat Kino dunno (Kinder bueno).
That's his language. Hahas! hmmm.
And today, sch is so bored.
I was scolded by teacher just bcs I throw a scissors.
Hahahhaa, ! So coool.
K, Im very tired now. BOMB!
:(


I'm very stress.
Please stop all these :'(

Why can't you just understand this,
I don't know what you want.
I give up alr.
Bye.


And fuck you bitch,
stop staring.
Asshole.

I wish that I was looking into your eyes.

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned.

Liling said I looked sad today,
No I am not. :)
Maybe not enough sleep, hmm.
Happy 2nd months, Xiaofu! :)
Went walkwalk just now, so tired.
After that day I was sick, keep feeling tired.

And I think you really don't understand me :)
Im so jealous, but I won't tell him :)



And glen, So what if you hate me?
Don't need say bad things abt me to other people.
I hate you I also nvr say bad things about you lah please.
Mind your own limits. -.-

Hmm, so sorry that I can't control my tears.
Thanks Chumhao & Wei liang for entertaining with jokes during midnight.
Thanks Royston for his clothes. Lol! Full of my tears.
Thanks Allissa for the hug.
Thanks Parveen for the hug, & kiss. HAHA.
Thanks one girl from 3F for tissue.
Thanks ChanQiang for 2 packets of tissue.
Thanks Viviem for caring.
Thanks Xiaofu for cheering me up.
Thanks GuXin for talking to me about many things.
And JOJO too! :)


Lovesssssssssssssssssssss.

Happy birthday KuanBoon!

I sent him a birthday msg at 4am plus. He thought Im mad. And called me, but I didn't pick up, I was half asleep. So he use who-ever phone and sms me and 'scolded' me for being crazy. K :(


I was seriously sick 30 mins ago. Headache, feeling very giddy, and vomit.
Thanks Super.S, Mr.Stoney, Cheryl, Liling & others for caring me.
♥




Not sure going sch tmr anot, :/
Painnnnnnnn :'(

Tags reply:

-OMH: oh kaka
Re: Oh lolo. :)

V. viviem: hi baobei :D
Re: Hello baobei ♥

Passerby: dont be sad
Re: If you're me, I'm sure you'll be sad too. But thanks anyway.

brandon: hahah kay kay :)
Re: Linked you.

Cheryl: The read upside down one very coool!
Re: Of cos, written by me. (:

Yuting: tagged :]
Re: Thanks.

Passerby: hey wat happened?mind sharing wit me?
Re: A long story.

AHXIN: Happy bdae to me!
AHXIN: if u are the bird, i the flame , ba ni wei rao , ba ni wei rao.
Re: Happy birthday to you? Your birthday? No bah. Hmmm, what bird? What flame? I don't understand :(

ChuLi '♥: hello,relink me yea!:}
Re: Okay, soon.

Clive: Woah ! since when you start such emo post :B
Re: All your fault. Ass stoney.

feel better: feel better the person you love is so bad but maybe his sorry
Re: I know, he is fucking bad. Try to understand how I feel.

SOKKAN QUEEN: HAHAHA is you never come find me @ recess lor! Every thursday you'll find me de lor ): now never ~
SOKKAN QUEEN: We shall cry manzxzx,let's hate friend-stealers together ^^
Re: Ok, I will find you soon soon de! No worries. K let's cry :(

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Re: Will try de!

-OMH: oh lala long time no go bbt find 1 day go ? o.o lols
Re: OK, sureeeeeeeeeeeee.

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.

I'm not a superwoman that I can do everything you all expect me to do.
Stop making me stress, you all make me don't feel like staying at home.
You all make me feel like killing myself, you all just SUCKS.
Get out of my life, I fucking hate you all.


Stop promising me when you can't do it, FUCK YOU.
Please just fucking fuck off from my life.
I'm SICK and TIRED of this.
Who are you, to make me so sad?
I think, I won't believe what you say anymore.
I hate you, I really hate you for making me love you.

There won't be 'me' in your life anymore.

I'll occupy myself with things to do, and stop thinking of you.
DON'T WORRY.

Ytd night, my heart pain thinggy is back again.
When I was about to sleep, it start to pain.
Make me can't sleep, after awhile, slowly ok le :/



Maybe privating my blog when I update the nxt time.

llove that we can not have is the one that last the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.

You melt my heart with your eyes, warm my soul with your voice, break my insecurities with your touch. I get the best feeling in the world, when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if it's just for a second, that I've crossed your mind. I'm going to set it free, if it comes back, it's mine. If it doesn't, it's not meant to be. Maybe time will make you forget me, but time will make me love you more than before. Oftentimes I say goodbye to you without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that I've stopped loving you or I've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you. Why is it easy to fall in love and yet so hard to be loved back? Why should I feel such if destiny permits me not? Why do I have to fall if it's you I cant have? Why is there a "you" in "me" but never a "me" in "you"? I miss you alittle too much, alittle too often, alittle more each day. I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most. Every few nights or so, you pop into my dreams, leaving fake memories in my mind. Everytime I say I love you, I'm really trying to say so much more than those three little words. I'm trying to say you mean more to me than anyone else in the world. I'm trying to let you know that I adore you and that I cherish the time we spend together. I'm trying to explain that I want you and that I need you and that I get lost in wonderful thoughts every time I think about you. I'm trying to remind you that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you. I find you fun, funny, attractive, talkative yet sometimes quiet, caring, easy to like, annoying, lovable, great, hard to talk to, easy to talk to, too secretive, too open, too nice, really mean. I think that you’re worth all the awkwardness, the fights, the arguing, you’re worth all the tears, you’re worth all the pain. It doesn’t matter because I think you’re worth it.
Follow your heart, but be quiet for a while first. Ask questions, then feel the answer. Learn to trust your heart.

noh ss!w !
(Read it upside down)


Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now you're not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & don't pretend, remember now he treats you only like a friend.

Hurts

Ahha!, today had spot check, teacher didn't check my row. Everyone was like, heng ah.
Lols. Mother tongue teacher don't know go where, then my sec 2's chinese teacher came in and teach.
Didn't really pay attention, haha! ChanQiang was teaching me some 'skills'.
hmmm, but sadly, didn't use it today.
Maths, teacher never come alsooooo, the don't know what teacher relief, then just rest rest.
A maths, confused!
After recess was Physics, so bored so bored. But time pass very fast, as Mr Ngio love to tell stories :)
English for 3 periods! Wtf, actually is 1 period Eng, 2 period CME.
Then CME become English. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek
Me, and golf was playing hangman. Hahhaha! :)
And I see some other people playing tic-tac-toe.
And Miss Loh don't know, and she said that, we're copying notes.
Haha, okay..... She used 3 periods to teach us the oral thinggy, abt the picture one.
Keep saying same things, so many people slept.
I think she can't be bothered anymore. :/
Suppose to have Physics study program straight after English, but didn't go.
Think alot of people never go too.
Went to meet GuXin they all, and then go Canteen.
Stayed there till 5+. Hmm, fun.
Then walked to KFC there meet my mum as Im lazy to go home.
:D



I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cause I believe we can work things out
I thought that I had all the answers
But since you're gone
I admit I was wrong
I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing thats on my mind
On my bed so cold at night
I miss you more each day
If we ever say we'd never be together
In the end you wave goodbye
Don't know what I'd do
If I could only hold you now
Make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face

I'm missing QianTing.
It's been 2 years since she'd left us.

(L)

for 21 Apr 2009
aquarius
You see what's wrong and you know what to do now. The time has come to make it real, and it's a lot bigger than any one person. This means cooperation and organization, authority and discipline, and most important responsibility. All these things are what it takes to get you where you know you want to go.


P.E so fun today :) Hahaha, I had fun in school today till I sleep for awhile during miss loh's SP. Opps, Shhhhh. Im actually a good girl. Mr kok is so kind that he saw my hand's infection, he said he'll buy cream for me. Ohhhh, so nice :)

I bought a 'storybook'
HAHA :D



Ever since you left me it's not the same
I don't know what to do
You turned and walked away.
Missing you missing you missing you,
Missing you missing you missing you.

Tiring weekend.

Saturday, went over to liling hse.
Kc came too, the weather was super hot.
:/

And today, went shopping.
Lol! :)

Hm, you know, I miss JOEL FOO YONG HAN alot!
He's the best! Everytime when I'm sad, he's always there for me.
Giving me all his tissue, and maybe sometimes, wiping my tears.
Everytime asking me what happened to me, force me until I say.
Even though he always make fun of me, bully me, disiao me.
But I still appreciate him for accompanying me, no matter what, he'll come down and find me if I ask him to.
Even if I asked him to ton with me, on sunday until the next day, tongbang me go school.
He'll never say no.
He can tongbang me from tampines to east coast, from east coast to changi, from changi back to tampines.
And also wake up very early, accompany me to school. And he go back home to sleep.

But, that's all in the past.
Now that he've stead.
He didn't meet me for a long long time.
Hmmmm, I miss him! Now that I've alot alot alot alot of troubles/problems but I have no one to talk to.
Now when I cry, no one will be there to give me tissues, to wipe away my tears.

I really miss him, My bestest friend.


I miss the times when we kept on going to East coast, Pasir ris park. And one time to OCH. I guess Wilson, Keeyong, and others miss it too. :/



Going to school tmr again.
I wish I can don't go to school.
Don't have to see him,
Don't have to be so sad.
But I also wish I can go to school.
To see him, because I miss him :(

You promised to wait for me, why did you lie to me?

有些人一辈子都碰不到面, 但有些人却一次又一次的见面.

不想跟你分开

Hmmm, so fast friday again.
:/ I don'ttttt likeeeeeeeeeee.

Been busy going out with Liling & KC.
Had alot of fun gg out with them you know! :)

And yah, you know you know, Im someone's imaginative shifu worr.
Ji cute yi xia right? HAHAHA.
I can imagine things! Wow, I ate alot of wrong medicines and fainted alot of times yesterday.
So amazing.

My blog is soooo boring now.
And I think it'll be dead soon.
RIP bloggy :)


我喜欢你.



留下来,留下来,在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开.
:)

又站在你家的门口我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候
还能多久

终于你开口向我述说他有多温柔
虽然你还握著我的手
但我已不在你心中

我真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧
是我 没有
陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别再看著我说著你爱过 别太伤痛
我不难过 这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂

就让我走 让我开始享受自由
回忆很多 你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱 你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞 这会是我 最后的宽容

抱紧我 再抱紧我
这一份感动 就请你让我留在胸口
别再说 是你的错
爱到了尽头 是非对错
就让它随风 忘了所有 过的比你快活

真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧
是我 没有
陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
别再看著我说著你爱过 别太伤痛
我不难过 这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂

不要再说 或许这是最好的结果
现在分手 总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手 离开你左右
我向前走 这会是我真正的解脱






Mmmmmm, don't ask me to stay by your side.
When you don't care about me ok? That really hurts.
You asshole :D
Hahahhaa :)
Im mad, Im sad, Im stress, Im happy, I smileeeeeeeeeee!

Sandy 要哭.

Yes, thanks for reminding me that Im stress recently.

Love you. ♥ (HAHHAHAAHA)

Stop your nonsense, Sandy! Wake up please.

I hate school, school is bored. Ee,ah,eh,oh,ya,yeh,yuu,yi.






I hate heartbreakers.

(see this?)
(but I love too, im stubborn :o)





♥ ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ ♥ ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥.
(Understand?)



Outside, I smile I smile I smile.
Inside, I cry I cry I cry.


Im so sad now that I miss Mini's joke!!

HAHA, IM MADDDDD! :)
YOU'RE GETTING ANNOYED RIGHT?
K, BYE.
Don't slap me.

Hmm, Just back from Bedok.
Went down to Cousin's house.
Cos gt the dua di ah pek , and idk, go there.
So go there see see, praypray.
hmmm, yah.
Why is there so many 'I-Don't-Know' people tagging my blog.
I mean, not because I don't welcome them. I appreciate their tags.
but who are they? Hmm. :)

My msn can't sign in, fucker.
I like suddenly siannnn.
Awwww :( Im so boreddddd!
Like people talk to me at msn suddenly not responding.
Then I want sign in again got error.
Mmmm, what thinggggggg!!
Nin~~


Mmm, like tmr sch. Like siannnnnnnn!
Last time go sch I like excited.
Now like, alamak, dont want sch ah.
For what sia go sch.
But i will still go. :)
Wtf, rubbish manymany sia.
K BYE .

Un-happiness, go awayyyyyyyy :'(

I'm very stress!
1 by 1, so many many things happened.
What should I do?
Just don't care, maybe.
Maybe I shall be a little more cold-blooded.
And not being so kind to tolerate his fking attitude.
Because he's not appreciating.
So I shall stop tolerating, stop caring.
Then I'll be happy.

I don't want to study anymore.
Studies add in to my stress.
So I must subtract it.

I guess whatever I say now, he won't care.
So what? I won't care too. :)

):

Fucking unlucky these few days,
school is totally S.H.I.T
relationship gives me H.E.A.D.A.C.H.E
lies make me S.A.D







I can't accept the fact that you're not there for me anymore.
:(

I'm getting back my freedom on friday.

^^








Won't be updating till friday, unless got INTERESTING things to say.

BYE :D

Bored-ness.

I've just changed blogskin, relinked people that I haven't relink & remove dead blogs
And of course, link peopleeeeeeeeee! :)

Hey, I'm getting annoyed!
I've not been seeing dearest dania for many days.
I bet she miss me. OH SHIT! (Actually is I miss her).
Don't say so loud can,?! Later I paiseh :D

And I've not seen Xiaofu for 1 day ++++.
I can't live without her. HAHAHAHA. :D
Cannot say too much, later she action. ^^

I've alot of time talk rubbish and Im bored now.
So Im like talking to myself here.
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii !! :D Ok, whatever. Shut up can? :)

I lost my comb, I can't imagine how to live without my comb.
Wanted to go out and buy it, but instead, I asked wilson to help me buy.
Opps.

You know what? Yesterday was 4th April. :(
I love 4th the most, and also hate 4th the most :)





Loook! He's soooooo handsome & cute :D








There's still school tomorrow.
Awwwwwww :(

Happy birthday Kevin Lim Wei De!
:@

Stop bluffing me, you ass :(










(Update tonight) :D
Updating.........................!


Went to meet Wilson, Royston, Shu2.
Then saw Wenkai, and his friend.
Slack at 209, they play bball.
I went off to Liling's house.
It's been so long since I last went to her hse,
and chatted alot with her!!
We have alotttttt to say :D
And when I see the time, it's already 10.30.
So I went home & reached home around 11+ :(

K, Im sooooooo tired now. BYE :D

Im so so so sorrrrrryyyyyyy.

Stop peeping my blog, when you view, please tag. :(
If not, I'll be sadddddddd.

These few days, problems & problems are giving me bigbig headache!
Anyone can help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? :'(

I HATE HOMEWORKS. I HATE EXAMS, I HATE TEST, I HATE F&N TEACHER'S FACE, I HATE ME.
Faster come slap meeeeeeeeeeeee,

wake me up. :)

FUCK, Wei de bluff-ed me successfully!
Only him. WALAO, bluff me say his birthday.
Hate himxzxsxzsxzsxs !!!!!!!!!





对不起!