BUUM BUUM VOOM VOOOOOOM !


No exams today !
Time pass very fast today & Im lovin' it ! :D
Mother tongue , Maths .
Recess , Literature .
Science (most boring)
But see parveen shoutshout @ mrs lee .
Interesting :)
After school , meet lala & royston .
went outside bus-stop .
Joel called , ask us wait for him there .
Waited for very long . . .
Miss Tan came , ask us why at there .
So we say waiting for friend .
She ask us pei her go back school & wait -.-
Wait at near carpark there .
Then hear 'VOOOOOOMVOOOOOOOOOOOM'
Then me & lala say . Lai liao lai liao .
Lol ~ Then people at there ' WahWah '
AHHAI ! Hahaha !
Joel's bro drive super fast .
Like sitting rollercoaster .
Keep sudden turn here & there .
So fun :)
Went 201 eat , & then go S11 find carmen
while joel & his bro go bank do things .
After that , they come pick us up at library there .
Then VOOOOOOOOOOM , to damai secondary .
4 people squeeze behind :D
Then I dont know go where lah that place .
Joel's bro drive till 170 or 180 sial -.-
Then got TP .
He xia dao .
But never follow ley .
Nvm , if not can until 200 de ley .
Hahaha .
After awhile , went back tamp .
& walk home :D







When you look me in the eyes .

He's still as cute as before .





Ohyeah , today's the first paper .
English paper 1 & 2 :)
So f. difficult okokok !
Think I will fail .
I saw him before sch , during recess & after sch .
Awww ! :(
After exam , went home to bath .
Forget bring keys .
Wait for grandfather @ downstairs w viviem .
Saw my ahgong , went home .
Bath , shushu came .
Walk to lala's house .
After awhile , went carmen's school outside wait for her .
Walk to tm , because super hot .
Im very high ok !
Walk around , walk to sunplaza park .
RAIN BIGBIG .
Play-ed with rain .
Wahahaha :D
Went home @ 6 .

:D BYE !

BORING .

BYE .










(tmr exam) :(

Seriously hurt & sad .
Bold , underline , red .



1st :
one stupid person come sms me say ,
she's his stead . tell me he won't patch with me .
He told me he don't know who is that person .
K , nvm .

2nd :
I waited him for 20 days already .

3rd :
he say he don't have feelings anymore .

4th :
exams coming & I can't concentrate on my studies .

5th :
I don't have him to accompany me .

6th :
I think I won't sms him already .

7th :
I don't want any other boys .

8th :
My parents don't let me go out till too late .

9th :
I want to go out .

10th :
I want freedom .

11th :
I want to stay overnight at class chalet .

12th :
I don't wish to drop to NA .

13th :
I want to get good results .

14th :
I want him back badly .

Lastly :
I wish someone can help me fulfil all my wishes above .



Fuck my life .






Today , went to meet cheryl @ 493 .
Find my godmother at accompany cheryl eat .
Walk to celine's house .
See KC play audition .
Shushan come .
Take out books , but we were talking about class chalet .
After awhile , go downstairs buy bubbletea .
Walk back to celine's house .
Stay for awhile & I went off to find my TSL at tmart mac .
'Studied' awhile , don't want study already .
Go walkwalk around tmart .
Then walk to cs , after that to 100+ .
Then in the end decided to go sunplaza park blow wind -.-
Cos there really very windy .
So at there stay for awhile .
Me & carmen planned something .
We can do it ! :)
Walk back to 201 .
Then walk home with lala !



Don't talk to me about him anymore ,
THANKYOU .
It doesn't concern me .
( Maybe )

Yesterday .


School , after sch went home .
Viviem & shushu waiting for me downstairs .
Went 209 meet carmen .
Eat , went inter .
Meet 2 of carmen's friend .
Walk to 856 there , sit down & wait for joel to come .
Walk to 840 sit at the playground .
Wilson & Royston came .
Play with joel like mad -.-
I think Im crazy at that moment .
I kept using the ice-cream cover and tell joel ,
I call police ah .
LOL :)
Went home @ 7 .

Going out now , bye .

Forever a part of me .


Super tired today , lala too .
:)
Sch fucking boring .
Chinese : Listen music & do test .
History : Sit tgt with cheryl , liling , meowqing .
Recess : Eat shit .
Geography : Go throught paper . I passed ! 10/20 .
CME : Do the don't know what play . Then so funny . Our grp highest .
For now . 90% !
English : Talk about exams thing . & alot of others ghost-ly thing .
2.20 then let us go . S.H.I.T !
At lala's class outside shout here shout there with viviem .
haha , after that went tm meet carmen .
Walk around , bused to east cc meet lala , ahgong .
Sit at mac awhile , pei carmen go make her spects .
Then went home !

Now you don't love me the same .

S

Yoohoo :x School's boring , boring + extra boring .
:(
D&T : Sleep for awhile , teacher wake me up .
So I go walkwalk around , then help cheryl knock knock the screw .
Lol , aiyaya , don't know lahs . Aft that cheryl helped me do .
:)
Recess : Got bird eat Jacinda's food . And she said nvm . She continue eating .
Ohmygod -.-
Maths : Feel like sleeping . Did a test , I get full marks leh .
First time , miracle !
So happyyyyyy ~ :x
Music : Teacher not here , watch ghost , or maybe scary movie .
Science : So boring , mrs guru talk until I want to sleep .
Test agn -.- Anyhow do & sleep .
Assembly : Talk about sniffing glue thing .
Whatever .
After school went tm with liling .
Went home after that .


I MUST MEET CARMEN & JOEL TMR !
MUSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !
:@



I miss going school with you .(!)
I miss the way you make me laugh .

You sneak right back into my heart again .

After 6 days of 'not seeing him' .
I finally saw him today .
Wahaha , Wahoho , Wahehe .
Lol ~ Even though its like 1 or 2 mins .
Im still happy .

Whatever lah , :x
High all the way after school .
Aft sch , went meet carmen & joel outside school .
Bring them in , they took visitor pass .
Went to my class walkwalk .
Wilson class also .
Then , that is the time when I saw him .
Oh my ~
Then jiu high liao loh .

Went to 840 .
Wanted to study de at first .
After that , become at there slack siol .
Carmen would think the view there is very beautiful wor !
:x
Tmr maybe gg there agn .
Spot me thre .



I'm honoured to be the 'first in your list'
When you want to chat w. someone .

But I think , you're lying .

Maybe its time to move on . .

I shouldn't have stuck in the past .
Thinking & wishing he would come back .
I should go on with my life .
I know I still love him , miss him .
But whats the point .
When he don't .

Now , I have to study hard for my exams .
Dont think too much alr .
Hope he will study & pass all his subjects .
But I don't know whr to find the star alr .
:x :x

Nvm , :)
Haiya , Maybe I won't keep tell people about him alr .
Keep in my heart . :)






I'm HAPPY . !













no .

Baby , come back .

Oh , Hi , Hello , Yo ! :D
It's 2AM NOW ! :(
Im going to sleep soon .
I've done my art ! :)

Ohyeah ,
I miss him ok , !
:x

Today didn't go study with stead & lala they all .
Sadded uh .
Maybe tmr going study with them if got .
:D


Hey bitch !
( Copycats = LowClass )
So stop copying .




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Tag Replies .

GRACE says :
Will relink you soon .

EVELYN :
got miss you too lah :D

VIVIEM :
Okay , thanks .

恨Michelle ♥ :
K , soon :D

You're someone , I treasured most .



Okayokay , went to meet wilson at around 5 .
Walked to buy bubbletea .
Saw jiawei kor ! :)
Walk back 209 there find carmen .
Saw xuanwei ! lmao .
Jiawei went back home change .
So sit there , see wilson play bball .
Joel & Keeyong came down .
We walked to tm after that .
I repierce my 2 earbone .
Walkwalk around ,
Saw shawn , he walk like wind that fast sia -.-"
then jiu walk to sunplaza park there .
See people play bball agn .
Headache & feel like vomitting .
So rest awhile , then walk home after that .
:)


Tmr Im going to study !
*I THINK * :D


One and onlyyyyyyyyy !

It's so unbelievable , and I don't want to let it go .

I think I've made my beloved korkor , weijie . Angry ?
Hahas , Sorry okay .
Don't angry , hohos ! :)
I won't say anything about that person infront of you anymore .
:)

And Thanks that pig , telling me to follow my heart .
Don't listen much to what others say .
So that I would feel much happier .
I will try , & I will workhard for my exams too :)

Maybe later going out with carmen they all .
Hope I can go lahs . See how ?
I feel so bored now :(

I miss Glen .
I miss Carmen .
I miss Weijie .
I miss Wilson .
I miss Royston .
I miss KeeYong .
I miss Viviem .
I miss HongJie .
I miss Joel .
I miss ChunKiat .
I miss Chubby !
I miss Cheryl .
I miss Liling .
I miss Amirra .
I miss Shaheedah .
I miss Azan .
I miss Fahmy .
Muahahaha !

I want to be his ♥

How am I going to get a star , from the sky .

Back , from 209 .
First , went out with sister to 201 to meet 'shut up lahs' and jasmine ,
They eat maggie . I ate corn .
After that I went to meet wilson & joel at 209 .
See people play bball .
Zzz , Boring .
Then after that carmen came ,
Went joel's house .
I had mood swing .
Then I walk home .
:D:D:D


Im going to study hard for my exams !
I want to pass all .
I want my mickey mouse from him .
ROAR ! :D

* Hope he dont pass all *
So I dont need to get the star for him :x
Lmao ! :)


Tag replies .

qii :
Yes , mickey mouse one ley !

SOKKAN :
Love you too !

Solid :
I think I saw you too .
Hehes .

YunYi :
I miss you also .
I want to meet you soon soon ! :D

It's a happy day !


Met lala in the morning , go school together .
Tired in the morning .
Maths , 2 period . Time pass so slow .
:(
Literature , quite interesting -.-
Recess , $@#$!@%# .
MotherTongue , do nothing .
Geography , go through worksheet & have test .
Im super high during geog .
Kept smiling to Amirra , Shafiq .
Ahha !

Went home after that .
Didn't meet carmen & keeyong they all today .
Because I lazy & tired .
:(


Yeahyeah , I love you :D

Anw , Thanks shushu for your concern .
Hehehe !

Tags Reply
Brenna :
Okay ! I will link you soon too :D

CARMEN :
Got lah ! Who call you never meet me ytd lah !
Tsk , see . So bad !

-wilson LALA :
Okay , changed already .
Hahah :D

EVELYNNN :
Hehes , Thankyou .
See you soon .

Royston :
Okay , changed already .






(Edited)
Oh yah , last night , went miss u cafe eat .
Celebrate sister's birthday .
My mood = LOW !
Sian , ytd I very low sia !
Lols , after that , went giant .
:D
Then home , Slept at 11+ ?
Tired -.-



Byebye .
Im going to study now ! :D

Happy Birthday KukuQi !
生日快了 , 猪琪 .
Selamat hari jadi , Shiqi .

Oh yes , ytd was AMY's birthday !
Hope she still remembers me .
I don't think so lah . Whatever :D

Later going out for dinner .
Soooo , Today went meet 我亲爱的 lala !
Took bus to school , find 我亲爱的 baobei :D
Sit there , talktalk .
Went to buy water .
Blahblah , go in school .
Everyday will get caught de sial .
Wtf .
Nvm , eat shit .
MotherTongue , History , Recess , Geography , CME , English (free period)
ALL BORING !
Because I can't get to see him .
:(

After school , meet 我亲爱的 baobei & 我亲爱的 lala .
Royston's ahgong tongbang us to 我亲爱的 lala 's house .
Waited for him to bath .
Walk to east cc meet 我亲爱的 PTBF .
Studied , Not really study . I wrote some notes for Geography .
我亲爱的 Royston ahgong came , ( Meantime , I sent someone one sms )
Talktalk awhile , pei 我亲爱的 lala go buy bubbletea .
He went tuition , so me , 我亲爱的 Royston ahgong & 我亲爱的 PTBF ,
walkwalk , to yumin there , 我亲爱的 PTBF went home .
我亲爱的 Royston Ahgong pei me walked home .
And told me alot of jokes .
Thankyou ok ! :D

I love all my 亲爱的(s)
WAHAHAHAHAHA !




Hey ,
Fuck off man , I hate you !

You threw me out of your heart .

Another silly dream .
I dreamt that he smsed me , and ask me ' Must be happer '
I think suppose to be 'happier' or something ?
Somemore so real , can type wrong de .
I remember , I reply 'Ok.' in my dream .
I woke up , faster check my inbox .
Then I know , it was just a dream ok .

Heard that he got suspended ,
Until exams ? Wth .
Weeeeeeeeeks can't get to see him .
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
Really sad until my whole maths note book fill with sad faces .

Love is patient !
So I will wait ok .
See your phone tonight , you would receive a sms from me .
Whether you want reply anot , Is your problem le .
x.x

I dont know to heal a broken heart ,
because everything I do reminds me of you :(
He has taught me how to love ,
But he didn't teach me how to stop .
I can't stop loving him .

Now I know , what's the feeling of being rejected or sth .
Others not replying your sms .
Not talking to you .
Not smiling at you .
Not caring about you .
:(
I finally understand how it feels like .

I only can say , he look so cute everyday .
x.x HAHA !




Ohyes , I still want to
Thank
-Wilson , for playing maple with me when Im sad ! :D
-Carmen , for listening to all my secrets & troubles .
-Joel , for giving me tissue & talking rubbish to me .
-Viviem , for helping me with something :) .
-Shushu , 'Replay,Replay' with me :D
-YiLing&Sokkan , for talking to me .
-XiaoZhong(big enough?) , for accompanying me this few days (msn&sms) :D !
-Willy , for telling me What boys really are .
-Azan , helping me with something too !
-Fahmy , shakehand shakehand , I feel happy :D

And many more .
Zaijian , :(

Loving you is like breathing , how can I stop?


I love you , I really do .


Why am I loving him so much ?
When can I stop loving him mans .
When When When ! Tell me when !?!
There are times when I can't decide whether to see you or not .
I want to see you , because I miss you .
But there are times when I don't want to see you ,
Because everytime I do ,
the fact that you don't see me the way I see you hurts me even more .

I need just one more chance , I will treasure it .
But I dont think you will lahs horrrrrrrrrrr ?
Heh Heh , talking to myself . Lamelame ! :D
Now that we go our separate ways ,
Maybe we're no longer related .
We're not even friends ?
You don't talk to me , And I don't talk to you .
That's all .
Even pass things , I also need ask people pass to you .
You also must ask people give me .
:(

You said we should be friends .
But how can I be friends with someone that everytime I look at you ,
It makes me want you even more .

Now I know a millions words would not bring you back ,
because I've tried .
Neither would a millions tears ,
I know because I've cried .

Maybe after this few days ,
We won't be contacting already ?
But I hope you would still remember me hor .
I would still love you .
And wait for youuuu , secretly .
I hope you would believe this .

My heart tells me , you don't love me anymore .

I had a dream , about him .
I smiled and recalled .
The memories we had .
Then I noticed tears rolling down my cheeks .
You know why ? Because it was just a dream !

Somehow , the saddest thing in the world ,
Is loving someone who used to love you .
I know I didn't treasure him last time .
But I tried to , he don't care anymore .
He don't love me anymore ,
he don't want me anymore ,
he don't need me anymore .

Lastly ,
I realised so many people read my blog never tag one .
Nehneh pok , better tag horrrrrrrrrr !
:D



Don't smoke too much , it's bad for your health .
I know you won't read this ,
even if you do , you won't care ?
But I don't want you to learn bad .
I think you already do .
Just don't smoke too much please .
Someone , please help me persuade him to smoke lesser !
:(

I love Carmen !

Hey , Hello , Yo , Yoh , Yeah , Hi , NiHao .

Im feeling sad , as well as happy .
This is my second post today .
Im here to cheer carmen up .
Don't be sad over him .
Just like how I used to , last time .
Get over him , you still got me .
Right ! :D Boys are cold blooded and inhuman at times .
But they can be sweet like anything .

Just ignore them lah , when they need you ,
they will come find you , sweet talk w you .
When they dont need you .
They will just leave you alone at somewhr .
Somehow , they won't care about you already .
They will say they love you how much how much like super real .
The next minute they can say , they don't love you anymore .
I know not all guys are like that .
But most of them are .

You better don't sad over him hor ,
If not I treat you eat shit .
:D:D:D , joking man .
Must be happy , like how I am now .

Im so happy without him . :x
You must be happy , without (him) too !
Okayyyyyyyy ?

We both last long can liao :D

Muacks * Hahaha !

My decision .



I won't look back :D

I've decided , yea . I won't say .
I won't say what's on my mind now .
Only carmen knows .
And I know hers toooooooo .
I would tell her all my secrets .
Hohoho .
Yes , I dont need to hide anything else .
Except the fact that I still **** him .
Yeaaaaaaaa Oh Yeah . So whattttttt ?
Eh , Im talking rubbish .
:D

Didn't go school today .
Sick ah sick .
And some other reasons .
Later going Springfield outside meet lala
& pass glen sth .
Then East CC to meet KeeYong and Carmen to study :D

I think , like this makes him more happy bah .
He happy jiu can liao loh .
Suan liao le loh ! :D

Ohhhhhhhhhh , lala . -.-

He made me suffer and hurt so much .
And now he say this to me .
Eh , wtfffff .
Next time when he needs love .
I guess NOBODY would be there for him .
Thats too bad .
I think Im too stupid to be sad over him .
I got better things to do , eg. Study , Revise for EOY .
Better than thinking of him all day long when he doesn't even care ?
Oh , bye .

I want to be the one that ask people dont be sad over boys .
And stupid relationships .
And not other people to tell me that .
I want to be the one to smile & tell people dont be sad , don't cry .
:)




You walk by me everyday and say hello .
Everyday you take time out to listen to me .
You talk to me , smile at me,
laugh with me, and have fun with me .
Well , I talk , smile and laugh too ,
but inside I'm hurting .
Deep down it hurts to be with you ,
because I love you and you are only a friend .

Today is the last time Im gonna sufferrrrrrr !

Airport study agn .
Today didn't study much though .
2+ , went round airport , finding the mrt station .
Haha , took pictures .
went E!Hub , Wilson play arcade , we at there see see .
Went home aft that .



KeeYong .

Lala & Ptbf .

TSL !















Imma Suckerrrrr !

I love you !

Meet Keeyong , we both went to eat duckrice ! while waiting for carmen .
Walk back to 206 meet carmen & waited for wilson .
Took bus to airport .
Studied @ popeyes .
I got study hor , omg !
:D
MarineParade find viviem ,
eat dinner , parkway parade walkwalk .
east coast park play water .
TSL , 13Sept .
CarmenLeong ! , 12Sept .
Hahaha :D




Im afraid of his reply tmr !

IM WAITINGGG !
IM WAITINGGG !
IM WAITINGGG !
IM WAITINGGG !
IM WAITINGGG !
IM WAITINGGG !
IM WAITINGGG !
IM WAITINGGG !
IM WAITINGGG !
IM WAITINGGG !
IM WAITINGGG !



I love (you)
I miss (you)
I need (you)
I want (you)
I regret (what i did)
I see (nothing)
I feel (nothing)
I touch (nothing)
I play (nothing)

now .










Bye :(
I miss you .

Wonder when would he come back to me .
!

Confused ,

I love to be loved by you .


Show me how can i show you , that im blinded by your light .

Seriously sick today .
Ate panadol during aft recess .
Sleep till after sch .
Went meet carmen & keeyong .
Bugis , mrt , home .

Going out again now .
Ahhhhh :(
He say he will pei me , today , tmr , sunday last time .
):



byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

I love you more than life .

I've decided , to wait . & wait , & wait , & wait .
What else can I do mans .
Nobody would understand my feelings .

I really love & need him like fxck .
But , he dont know ?
But , he seems to be happier without me , seriously .
Should I still go disturb his life ?
But I really need him alot ley .

Today recess , cried in canteen .
Omfg , so paiseh . -.-
MsTan came ask me what happen , blahblah .
Aiyaaaa , :(

Got use ? My heart very pain sial .
It really hurts so much .
What can I do , tmr ? Saturday ? Sunday ?
I really can't concentrate on my studies .
I dont know why , whenever someone walk pass my class .
I would thought is him .
Even though today , I think he's not in school .
BUT , I still look .
I would think , maybe he in school ?
But its not the fact .

Why I keep thinking of him ?
Im not like this last time .
I let go someone easily .
But now , I dont anymore .
Now , I really really love him alot ,
But he still leave me .
Why I just cannot be with the person I love .

I didn't treasure him , until he leave me .
I understand how important is he , to me .
If he's happier without me ,
Maybe I should let him be .
It only makes him unhappy to be with me .


I miss him alot .
How you want me to tell him ?
Will he still believe ?
I dont knowwwwwwwwwww !
I really dont know what to do anymore .

Nvm , as long as he's happy .
Everything is okay de .




:(

BLOGBLOGBLOG !

Viviem , I love you man !


Hello , NiHao .
Today went sch , so fucking idiotic lah . Mrs sim _|_ Sooo , my hair get cut by misstan , song bo ! Lol , Royston's worst . I help him cut abit hor , So cute now , his hair ! :x After DC went walkwalk with royston , help him cut hair , walkwalk , saw huihui , pei her go back class , then i went back class . Sch was bored , 我的心很痛,很痛,很痛 . 你懂吗 ? :(
Haishaishais , I keep think of him .
Every second , seriously .
After school , went home bath . Played maple with lala .
Meet him at around 3 , went to find carmen they all at 209 .
Took bus to airport ,
study & play .
Went home aft that .

Thanks , viviem & sokkan .
I love you all .





I think of you , even when im eating .
When will you talk to me again ?
:(

You seems happier without me .

Oh , school was hell ! Hell ! Hell .
Seeing him walking past my class for 654954161650 times .
It hurts so soooooooo much .
Yea , He's happier without me I guess .



Thanks Hongjie for cheering me up.
MEOWQING TOO .
:)



Sorry xiongmao chubby !