鸟鸟很伤心

What's gone is gone, let bygone be bygone. I won't look back. But definitely miss it alot. 我真的很想哭. Short, but memorable. Totally 2 different person. Returned back to the past. This always happen to me. I cannot take it. Trying to get used to it. I can't. Feel weird. Seeing other couples. Fucked up. Ruined. Miserable. Evil. Outside happy, inside sad like fxck. Reach home cry. Dream of you. Nightmare. Memories with you everywhere. Feel like leaving S'pore. Stop thinking of you! You think Im okay, but Im not. Not putting high hopes. Im scared. Painful. Bloods. Nosebleed. Injured. Careless. Always don't know what Im doing. You hate me, i hate myself. Do what also think of you. You think so easy can forget you? You say forget then forget? No right. Maybe you can but I cant lah. You regret, but too late. Already happen.





If you're afraid I will hurt myself, I will do stupid things. Then why did you hurt me in the first place? Why? What's wrong with you? What had I done wrong? :/

Happy 3rd month in advance. Hope it'll be a happy day for you!

if you love something (someone?),
let it go .
if it comes back to you ,
its yours .
if it doesnt comes back ,
it was never meant to be.

Mdm min-poppy-bed-mini told me this.
And I think I really need to understand this.
[: It's somehow meaningful to me.

So, 'someone' are you coming back?
I'm waiting ~ :X


And Mdm min poppy bed mini, cheerup! (:

NEED SOME TIME ALONE.!!!!



(Will come back when I've recovered from my sickness.)

Sleeping is my new bestfriend.

Im tired of quarrels.
I hate it, I don't like.

Few days back, had common test for 2 days!
Got back some of my papers? Not really happy with my result.
Sucks. HAHA! :)
>11/50 for A maths? And teacher say he can see Im putting in alot of effort, and finally get out of single-digit. Lmao! People thought I get high high marks, in the end, I tell them I get 11, they 'fainted'. :)
>Social studies 3/13? Wth, what's wrong with me. Anw, I don't understand Social studies!!
>35/50 for chinese! Not very good.

The rest haven't get back. When I get back my Maths paper, I think it's the day Im going to get killed by Mr chng. :) Hahaha, 10 questions I did like 4 questions? When I kept saying I can pass. Hahahaha, rubbbbbbish.
English don't know can pass anot? It's like, I can, then I can't. :D
Physics & Chemistry, I PREFER PHYSICS! :)
1 hrs for both of the papers, spent 5 mins on chemistry and the rest on physics. Haha, chemistry sucks.
Literature, I can do because I asked alot of people from pure lit what they write, and I collected 'information'. Hahaha! And I think our paper is the same as pure lit's!

I find it cool when Miss loh used words that start with 'S' to describe the situation in our class. Every single one of the words is start with 'S'! I love it! :D

-Motivate me to study.

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So, on the 14th, after school, I went home to bathe & change. And went to watch 'Where got ghost'. After that, accompanied darling to find present for his sister. Then took bus to Pasir ris. And he sent me to my god-mother's house. Watched tv, eat all that, slept around 1 plus I guess.

On the 15th, woke up damn early like 5plus due to their noisy-ness :D Hahas, when I open my eyes, 3 people were standing infront of me talking. Of cos will wake up! Hahahs, then went back to sleep for awhile, then wake up again. Bathe, and get my hair done! Look at how they disturb/make fun/punish/play with the groom & his 'brothers'. It's like so funnnnn :D I love it. After that, went over to the groom's house, and back home. Prepare and went to the church, it's niceeee. And sit there, after that have buffet, and eat quickly and need to rush back home to bathe and make my hair again. Then change & to the restaurant at mount faber safra there. And the food was quite nice. Hahahas :D After the dinner, didn't go home, so went back to pasir ris, bathe, look at those pictures, and slept!

16th, wake up, eat, watch tv, and bathe then prepare to go to the hotel to fetch the 'just-married' couple to their house. Then went back home. After that went home around 6+. Woah, finally reach home :)



Start to upload pictures! But of cos not ALL. :)




> She's crying






Can see the I ♥ U ?




They have to put their hands into the water filled with alot of ice and I think it's very cold, and there are numbers and alphabets inside, so they have to arrange the bride's IC number.

Gave a don't know what country note inside the red packet! Evil.


They had to eat the ice-cream with many things on top.
Eg. Jam, condensed milk. And alot more.




Dance 'Nobody'.